There is something about Christmas that makes me happy… So happy, that I wait for it to come back again. I wonder if it’s those Christmas movies, Christmas carols or is it just the chilly lazy winter season, but this phase of the year always makes me cheerful…For some reason, winters never felt blue to me. It surely, does makes me wonder how fast the year went away. Last year, Christmas was lot better and merrier but it doesn’t make me sad…because it’s Christmas again. Sure am sad and feel alone but that doesn’t mean i can’t shop, eat, sing and spend my one of my favourite days. Sadness never leaves, Christmas or no Christmas, so why the hell not overlook it for one day. I never had any Christmas tree, never decorated my room with mistletoe and never even saw snow in my whole life. I just have my own way of enjoying this day, which for some reason has way too much effect on my mood.
I make it appoint to watch at least one Christmas movie, listen to Christmas carols all day long, wear red and white (a tradition i have been following for long now), go out and do things that make me smile, whether it’s a cup of coffee, ice-cream or shopping.
No it’s not about the religion; i have never been religious enough. It’s something i can’t exactly put my finger on, but it has been there since i was a teenager. Nevertheless, i think it’s not crazy to like a day and celebrate it even if the only purpose is to smile for a while, forget the blues and get lost in a whole different world.
New year is knocking on the door all over again… for some reason, i m not really afraid of the coming year unlike last time when i knew things would change… this time i have this feeling, a feeling that tells me i need not worry…i hope this feeling is right…maybe, it’s the merry-go-happy girl inside me who comes to visit me every Christmas…besides, what’s the harm in being joyful for a day or two…. i know it’s not going to stay for long !!
It’s like, If i cant walk in snow doesnt mean i cant sing “let it snow, let it snow, let it snow”….!!!
Wish you a merry Christmas & a happy new year…!!!!!!!!