Voices: Where do you see yourself five years from now?
Me: In my room, why what’s wrong?
Voices: (Rolling Eyes) Everything
A conversation I had with myself today and I realised I see nothing for me; I’m just waiting and watching for what’s coming. I might be angry with the world for not being the place for me; I’m highly disappointed at myself for fiddling with a White Flag. Yes, that’s what I’m doing right now. I’m sitting with a White Flag on my lap and waiting for my crutches of hopes to break and fall. I may be doomed and I may be struggling with my thoughts about hopes and miracles and silver lining, but I’m not letting my despair take me down so fast.
I don’t know what kind of day it would be tomorrow, but I do know one thing and I know it very well. I’m sending Jane Doe to a publishing house, something I have been ignoring for long now. Rejection is the worst thing that could happen and not sending is REJECTION in itself.
I don’t know what tomorrow has in mind for me, but I have a plan for tomorrow.
Voices: Smiling
Me: Why are you smiling?
Voices: We can be inspiring
Me: really? Where do you go when I sit with the stories? Haan?
Voices: Silence
Me: Thought so…
Your writing is the one thing that you can truly give to yourself. It’s your gift, your goal and the prize at the end. You write because you /can/ and because there are stories wanting to come out.
GO GIRL!
😀 😀
You are right, i have to rem this…i have to trust my stories
fingers crossed…now lets wait for the publication house’s reaction
dare to dream, it’s OK to do.
yep…time to dream and not worry about it…
i wonder why i was scared to send the story..now that i have…i feel so good.. 🙂
you are worth it 🙂
Have you thought about a rescue dog ?
Have …i think about having another dog but cant get one right now..not for sometime…how i wish i could have one…dogs are like the best gift from God… 🙂
I misssssed you! 🙂 muah!
mee tooooo 🙂 …. how are you? How’s Eddie Boy? 🙂 !!