Coffee ready, about to watch You’ve Got Mail for the thousandth time…some xmas traditions are meant to be kept!!!!
I’m a Christmas person…I’m not Christian but I love this time of the year. Christmas is one of favourite days and I always plan something to celebrate it, either im out with friends or at home watching same old Christmas movies with junk food in my lap.
Usually I write down a list of things I want from Santa even though I know its just a list that will soon get lost in history. But this year I didn’t make any such list but there is something I want from Santa.
I want Santa, God, Blue Fairy, Genie in the bottle and every magical entity that we have to just take care of people I love, to keep them happy and safe. I am not a good person, I’m awesome but just little self absorbed and rude and mean, so I want to ask for health and happiness for people I love so much. Truth be told, there is no point to ask for something for myself because what i want, well, it would take a miracle. So if i get to wish for something i want my family and my friends happy and healthy. My dog too. Oh and i know there are so many people suffering around the world, i hope the rape victim girl survives and gets better.
Sending lots and lots of happy Christmas spirit towards each one of you, even if you don’t celebrate it i wish you have an amazing last week of 2012. Wow another year has come to its end, time goes by so quickly. It wasn’t a great year but it was way better than than 2011…which means 2012 was a decent year.
Christmas is just what i want at the end of the year.
There is something about Christmas that makes me happy… So happy, that I wait for it to come back again. I wonder if it’s those Christmas movies, Christmas carols or is it just the chilly lazy winter season, but this phase of the year always makes me cheerful…For some reason, winters never felt blue to me. It surely, does makes me wonder how fast the year went away. Last year, Christmas was lot better and merrier but it doesn’t make me sad…because it’s Christmas again. Sure am sad and feel alone but that doesn’t mean i can’t shop, eat, sing and spend my one of my favourite days. Sadness never leaves, Christmas or no Christmas, so why the hell not overlook it for one day. I never had any Christmas tree, never decorated my room with mistletoe and never even saw snow in my whole life. I just have my own way of enjoying this day, which for some reason has way too much effect on my mood.
I make it appoint to watch at least one Christmas movie, listen to Christmas carols all day long, wear red and white (a tradition i have been following for long now), go out and do things that make me smile, whether it’s a cup of coffee, ice-cream or shopping.
No it’s not about the religion; i have never been religious enough. It’s something i can’t exactly put my finger on, but it has been there since i was a teenager. Nevertheless, i think it’s not crazy to like a day and celebrate it even if the only purpose is to smile for a while, forget the blues and get lost in a whole different world.
New year is knocking on the door all over again… for some reason, i m not really afraid of the coming year unlike last time when i knew things would change… this time i have this feeling, a feeling that tells me i need not worry…i hope this feeling is right…maybe, it’s the merry-go-happy girl inside me who comes to visit me every Christmas…besides, what’s the harm in being joyful for a day or two…. i know it’s not going to stay for long !!
It’s like, If i cant walk in snow doesnt mean i cant sing “let it snow, let it snow, let it snow”….!!!
Wish you a merry Christmas & a happy new year…!!!!!!!!