Jodie Foster movie marathon day…!!!

I did a Jodie Foster movie marathon today, manged two movies couldn’t watch the third one but maybe tomorrow. Yes, i know i’m in love with Meg Ryan and Winona Ryder but Jodie Foster is awesome. She is like too good. I watched two more movies today, they were heavy and serious stuff but she was excellent. “The Brave One” and “The Accused” both were good, dark but damn good.

Have a busy day tomorrow, hope my health supports me. Its getting difficult to stay active all day now.

 

Heat is making me Hulk…!!!!

Dear Summer,

Im so, so, sorry i asked you to leave.

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There was a time i used to love writing letters. It was the time when Google and Laptops were kind of technology aliens all ready to take over the world of pen and paper. Seems like a life time ago. I used to love buying good looking diaries and notebooks and notepads, classy pens and pencils. Stationary was my best friend back then. I still have so many diaries in my wardrobe and i wonder what to do with them.

I used to write sorry, thank you and i love you letters to friends who were special to me. I think telling a person how special he or she is on a piece of paper is closest thing to telling it in person. emails, whatsapp, tweets, fb posts are emotion killer. Truth is, I find writing down a small one line thank you on a paper more appealing and personal than pinging someone offline saying “Thank you for being a part of my life and for letting me have you as a friend.”

Anyhow. With the kind of week i have been having i desperately need a Meg Ryan or Winona Ryder movie marathon. Nothing would make me more happy.

 

Date with Meg Ryan on a Saturday night…!!!!

Last night was fun and just what I needed because I had a super tiring and exhausting day at Gotham. Saturday is supposed to be my day off but yesterday I had to work and it was very busy day. So I came home kind of tired, my neck was killing me and I was like “I need my Saturday”. But I can’t get my Saturday now, not till next weekend.

So, I sat with my headphones and did what I love the most, a movie marathon. I watched two back to back Meg movies. First one mad me cry like baby, I was crying and wiping tears off my face worried what if my brother walked in the room. Don’t want to be the girl who cries watching movies. Second one was my happy movie to counter the heavy emotions of first movie.

Movies I saw were Courage Under Fire and Kate & Leopold.

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I truly believe Courage Under Fire is one of most underrated Meg movies, probably because it’s more of a Denzel Washington movie. Its one movie I can’t watch without crying just can’t.  I mean every time I watch it I end up being a cry baby wiping her tears with sleeves of her sweatshirt. Yeah! I cry when I watch a movie but that’s just between you and me. When her character says “No Surrender” I pretend she is saying that for me when I’m ready to give on my sanity.

I have decided to catch up with Meg movies that i haven’t seen for i don’t know what reason. That’s how my Saturday nights are going to go now.

I have been also listening to this one song again and again. I am not a Taylor Swift fan but there are few songs of her that I love including Mine. I think Mine is a beautiful song but I love its Glee version more.

It’s Sunday and tomorrow I have Gotham again which makes me sad because my weekend was a tiny little glimpse of sunshine. I wish life was like Kate & Leopold, where I could just find true love and leave everything to follow my heart. But that’s where reality and movie differ, the ease of finding happiness, love and happy endings.

I would now like to use my few hours of Sunday to work on one of my stories. I just realised I lost few pages of Dominique when my laptop crashed few months back. Made me so so sad.

Wishing you all a Happy Sunday…

hAPPY & bLUE…sO WHAT’s New?

So i spent half of my day thinking about the episodes, seasons and movies that i could choose from for Friday night…Elementary? Suits? The Lying Game? Big Bang Theory? The Killing? Winona Ryder movie? Jodie Foster movie?…And i end up doing a marathon of S3 PLL…!!!!

Have you ever envied someone else’s sadness? I have. Sometimes when I hear a friend talk about something that makes him/her sad, I silently wonder if I could have their sadness and let go of mine. Crazy? I know. Pain is pain, small or big. Mine is comparatively the smallest one in the whole world but the fact that it lives inside me all the time makes it feel big so big that I don’t know what to do.

Though I’m in a happy mood right now, I don’t know why I’m talking blue. Telling yourself ‘you are a good person’ again and again is a lonely and sad thing. Sometimes when I do something good, even a tiniest good deed, I end up thinking about it again and again wondering if people notice. Why? I want to assure myself I’m a good person, I’m not a bad soul and I deserve to smile too.

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2-3 days back a friend said something about some TV show which hit me hard. It was a harmless conversation about TV shows and all and then the friend said something, totally unrelated to me or us but the comment fell on my pain. It happens when you hide things  people end up walking over your pain because they don’t know it is hurting.

I have a busy weekend but I hope I get to write few page of my story. Today I was thinking about Dominique a lot and maybe I would be working on it because I miss it. Actually I miss being honest and myself, I pretend all day all night but writing makes me honest. Dominique is the most honest work of mine because it has a story I would like to share but wouldn’t dare to.

So now it’s too late to watch the Winona Ryder movie that I downloaded because a part of me wanted to watch her movie. I thought about watching “Reality Bites” or “Little Women” again but then I found a new movie. I can do a Winona and Meg Ryan marathon anytime.

Its 3:30 AM and I don’t want to fall asleep, I want to stay awake, I don’t know why. I just want to sit and talk, since I can’t talk to anyone I’m babbling here. I finally finished my Mary Higgins Clark thriller and it took me ages. I used be such a quick reader but it was like a long time ago.

It’s going to be a busy weekend and I’m hoping to take out time for a movie because I need a large screen fiction therapy. I think I can manage one episode before I actually turn off the lights, pilot episode of ‘The Killing’ maybe.

Goodnight world!

Being dark and twisted is an art too…!!!!

How can I blog without talking about Glee’s comeback episode, not possible for me. I’m a Gleek and I love the show, because it makes me accept myself and makes feel good about myself. Glee speaks to me in a different language.

So how was the first episode of season 4? Awesome. Every performance was awesome, every song wa rocking and I loved the entry of Kate Hudson. Cassandra the teacher is awesome. Kate Hudson just rocked the show with her mashup performance. I mean she nailed it. I’m really impressed with the new Glee club girl Marley Rose. Her performance of Chasing Pavements by Adele was so cool and I can’t wait to see more of her performances. And who is the new hunk Brody? Is he the new Finn? Darren Criss as Blaine was amazing again. And Glee’s Call Me Maybe was so classy.

Though I wonder if Santana, Mercedes and Quinn will be back and what about Finn? But I guess I will have to wait for more episodes. Oh am so happy Glee is back. Those 40 some minutes spent while watching Glee, I find myself as part of world where I feel accepted and loved. Crazy? Well call me crazy, being dark and twisted is an art too.

And I also finished (finally) all the seasons of Vampire Diaries. Dammit! Elena.

So funny thing happened…yes I got my haircut that’s not the thing am talking about. Well, I was sitting with my friend and she started joking about something and I was taking the lead and in the moment the whole conversation ended up entering my weak corner, the road no one has traveled not many at least. So now I’m talking about one thing that makes me who I’m. During the conversation my friend said something she didn’t mean, because we were joking but it hit me and hit me right where it hurts. This happens sometimes you just see everything about you being thrown high up in the air and kicked to ground, because only you know it is hurting you.

Never mind. Well I have a long day tomorrow because my friend and I have a movie marathon planned. Two back to back movies in same cinema. First we are going Richard Gere’s Arbitrage and then one hour later another movie in same theater. It is going to be crazy but so much fun.

I miss my phone’s messengers and the internet. I am so mad at my internet company almost on verge of changing the company. Maybe I will.

There are things I’m not doing, things seeking my attention. I need to swim inside my wardrobe and clear it, I need to work on my assignments and get my diploma of a wasted correspondence course (why Little why?), I have to give rest to my body with some good hour s of sleep and start workout and finally I need to give time to Dominique (I thought I had a deadline). I think I will work on it tonight, I hope I do.