This morning i woke up with the weirdest and funniest dream ever. Everytime im like my dreams cant go any more crazy, i end up getting a surprise. To a normal person what i dreamt would have felt like a good dream but since im the dark and twisty one, i woke up freaked out. Dont even ask me what it was.
My mom and brother have left for a family function and now its just my father, snowy and me left back at home. Im already missing them, though i never tell them this when they are around. Now im the lady of the house which means, i got to get up early fix my dad his breakfast, give snowy his breakfast, pack my breakfast and lunch and then come home to work on dinner. Mom’s are super heroes, no doubt.
I have decided against watching Greys and Glee for next few days, so i can focus on NaNo but i dont how can i manage that. i love these two shows.
Good news i have crossed 20,000 bad news its still too less.
Everyone has dreams, everyone. And I’m not talking about the passion or goal of life kind of dream, I’m talking about the real ones that we see when our lights go off and we walk into a world of our subconscious. They say that every dream has a meaning, some represent your fear or things that you faced during the day, while some are simply signs like you are going to get money or something like that.
Truth is if dreams are the mirror of our inner fears and issues, then I know why usually 90 percent of my dreams are bad. I don’t have nightmares where I wake up sweaty, I don’t. But I have dreams which make no sense and some of them are so sad that it takes me a whole day to get out of the hangover of it. Travel has always been a major part of my dreams, usually I’m traveling in a bus or train or plane or whatever mode left. I don’t know if it’s because I am afraid of moving and settling in a new place or because I wish to go a vacation. Then there are dream where I m in some kind of war or mission or am trying to escape someone who is following me. The war dreams are sad but way cooler than most of my other dreams, because it’s like the movie Sucker Punch. I have weird 3D imagination, I once dreamt of a war and some robotic super gadget suit rescues some of the soldiers including me and flies away. Honest to God, I had a dream like this. Weird I know. Although that dream did made me sad for over 2 days but now when I think of it I think it was a cool awesome dream.
Also in some of my dreams I’m on a search, looking for someone. I know why I dream that. In fact I know reason behind every dream that I have. While I can remember most of my sad dreams, there is only one happy dream I can recall if I have to. I mean I know I have a high percentage of sad unhappy dreams but it’s so weird that I don’t remember happy dreams at all, except one. And sadly I can’t talk about the happy dream, despite it being my favorite dream of all time. A dream where everything is movie perfect, including back ground music and stupid happy endings.
I don’t know why I am talking about dreams today, maybe I know. Now I have become little better at handling bad dreams, maybe that’s why I’m okay today. It’s funny but one of my stories came to me in my dream and next morning I started writing it, I wrote every page as I dreamt of it every night. I guess dreams aren’t that bad a world, if you are not messed up to my extent.
Like I said I’m a nice person but dreams don’t know that, they just know the girl in my subconscious mind.