Voices in my head have gone AWOL…!!!!

World is a crazy place because we don’t want to love, we want to fight, wage war and drop bombs on each other, at the same time we don’t even want to accept the existence of those who just want to love and live.

Why I’m writing this? Simple, I want the world to know Love isn’t dead, it’s alive and living in each one of us only someone of us can embrace it and wear it on our sleeves.

Few days back I saw a movie “The Way” and today i saw “Into the Wild”, both are different stories but they both have one thing in common, travelling. While one guy travels because he wants to experience world beyond the money, politics, family secrets and lies and complicity of human relationships, the other travels because life has brought him to where he has nothing left to do but follow the legacy of his own son.

I want to travel because i can’t feel myself, i can’t feel the voices in my head, i can’t feel my own heartbeat.

P.S I ended up putting the wrong song yesterday i guess i was too busy listening Shania Twain on YouTube i didn’t notice what i uploaded. This is the song i wanted to put, the song i would like to believe is being sung for me…because i need it.

Dear Saturday, you take my breath away…Yay…!!

Yes, I know I have said this before that am a weekend person, but I can’t help it what I’m feeling right now is happiness. Imagine being stuck in an elevator with no electricity and no fan, after 15minutes of suffocation and breathlessness and perspiration the face you make when taking in fresh air…yeah! That’s what I’m doing right now. Breathing in as much as possible after a long week of restlessness.

So, now that weekend has hit me like a fresh air I am going to smile again, untie the invisible rope near my neck and whistle music of freedom.

While most of the people at the age of 26 prefer to party, go clubbing, have a drink with friends and go on dates, I on the other hand prefer to stay home in my room away from noise and crowd. My idea of a decent weekend is to meet a friend for coffee or movie or just stay home in my pajamas all day long.

As I listen to cover song of Born This Way…did I ever mention that despite not understanding Lady Gaga’s sense of fashion and makeup I like her because I like the songs. Born This Way is one of those songs that I need when I am in one of those “I don’t give a damn” mood. I like Lady Gaga for her music I do not care what she wears and what crazy look she goes with. When I was a teenager with braces and big dreams, I used to sleep listening to Britney Spears, Savage Garden, Celine Dion, Shania Twain, boy bands like BSB, Nsync and Westlife. I was a crazy Britney fan then, it was long before she turned into a wreck. I was so crazy about Britney’s first two albums, that when I lost my cassette I was heartbroken. Oh i was also a big fan of The Corrs, the song breathless holds a very special place in my heart as it has a story to it.

While I was falling in love with Britney and Backstreet, Avril Lavigne entered my life. Good thing Lavigne is still there. My two school time friends had a hard time deciding what to gift me for my birthday Avril Lavigne’s new release or Britney’s new release…True Story!!

I was a Walkman girl, would never go anywhere without my Walkman, batteries and cassettes. Never.

Why am telling this? Don’t know. Thinking about my teen years has now made me download some old songs that I don’t listen anymore. Only person who has managed to stay alive in my list of favorites is Avril Lavigne, rest are people I loved when I was the girl with Winona Ryder/ Meg Ryan haircut (my hair never grew more than that when I was in school) and braces.

I am tired today, so I will get my ice-cream from fridge, put on my headphones and go to the world of finales. Leaving you all with songs from my not so demented teen years, I was actually pretty normal back then with hopes, dreams, love and belief in happy endings. Guess that’s what happens when you grow up watching Star Movies and HBO, without anyone telling you what you are watching is just movie on a TV channel.

Enjoy the songs, i have some urgent work to take care of  😉