I let the singers in my phone tell me what I need to hear…!!!!
P.S I love Brandi Carlile…
Do you know that person who puts a song on replay mode for an hour or sometimes one whole day? If not, say hello to me. I don’t know why i fall in love with a song and listen to it like it’s the only song in my phone.
Lot many times people have said things to hurt me without even knowing that what they said almost killed me inside, but few days back a friend said something so beautiful to me. I dont know if she knew what it meant to me. What she said almost made me cry. We were messaging and i was little blue and she wrote something which was meant to cheer me up, which it did, but for a long time i thought about what she said. Wish i could tell you what she said, but it meant a lot.
Today again there was this casual joke in Gotham that gave me a sucker punch and i couldn’t help but think of what my friend said to me. Brought smile to my face and i realized how words can mess up with us. Do we think about what we say to others? I dont. I think im the most careless person with words, probably because of the anger and bitterness that i live with.
O by the way, Plumb is an amazing singer and im really enjoying her music. Took me a while to find her but im glad i did.
I have to go cause im reading “The Book Thief” and so far im loving it.
Today i wanted to do a post on a singer i can’t stop listening. But maybe some other day, because i don’t know when, and how, i wasted all my time. Why it is that during the day time at Gotham is long and never ending, while at night it moves like a Jet Plane.
I’m a night creature by habit, i live when everyone is asleep which is kind of creepy and weird but I’m fine with those adjectives. Right now i feel cold and kind of tired.
Funny thing is when i was thinking of telling you about my favourite singer i realised it’s difficult to choose one. I have more than one favourite music person. It’s like every day i cheat on each one of them by playing another’s music on loop. One day it’s Avril, another day it’s Brandi or Adele or some days it’s a band and some days i only listen to cover singers.
Who is your favourite singer? Can you take one name?
Like today whole day i was working, living and breathing on Avril’s new album playing in my mp3 player but now i am stuck on Brandi’s music, because i think she is awesome. See, what i mean? Anyhow, i think i better sleep.
I wanted to read, i wanted to write and i wanted to watch some episode but i did nothing because time slipped by and now it’s almost 1 AM.
I miss Snowy. My room is such a lonely place now without him. He was the best roommate ever. Goodnight world!
Since all my guests have left and the wedding is over, I’m back to my world of peace, stories, fiction, sweet darkness and blogging. Its funny how comforting and sweet darkness and aloofness feels when I’m choking on pretenses among people who love me but don’t really know me.
Before I took the break I was awarded Liebster Blog Award nomination by lovely and super strong Jack Joseph’s Mom. I want to thank her for considering me worthy of the nomination and for being so kind. Jack’s Mom taught me loving what you lost is okay no matter if you are the only one grieving, no matter how much time it has been.
So thank you for the nomination my friend.
Rules are simple, say 11 things about yourself, answer 11 questions that have been asked by the person who nominated you and award the nomination to 11 people while creating 11 new questions for the nominees.
Okay here are the 11 things about me:
1- I have always been tomboyish and now that I look back I don’t think I ever thought I would own green, purple, white and electric blue pants. I wore nothing but blue denim and thought anything else was weird.
2- I can’t give up on coffee and junk food even though I was once hospitalized because of these things
3- I believe I have a split personality or something because I’m always a different person when I’m with people and a different person when I’m alone.
4- I lie a lot to people I love because it’s easy to lie than explain why I’m being difficult sometimes
5- I can’t stop having dreams where my Snowy comes back to me, had the first one the very next night of his demise
6- I think I will get a Tattoo soon, hopefully very soon
7- I want to win NanoWriMo for once
8- I want to meet MegRyan just once or Winona Ryder
9- I hated the very first cup of coffee of my life, hated it big time
10- I once wrote a play, which was chosen for the annual day event of our school. I also played a role in my own play. That was the first biggest achievement of my life where I felt proud of me, because I have always believed I’m the black sheep of the family.
11- I wish to be born as a singer in my next birth
Now the questions asked to me by Jack Joseph’s Mom
- What gets you up in the morning?
Earlier it used to my love my dog but now it’s my Alarm and my mom. If it was up to me I wouldn’t get up before 12 because I don’t like my work anymore.
- If you could go anywhere, anywhere, where would you go?
Ireland for many reasons and one of them being the movies I have seen
- If you saw a vehicle accident – would you stop? Why or why not?
I have tried to stop once when I saw one but by the time I came to halt I was far and had so much of traffic behind me. So I pulled aside and tried to see if the guy was okay and when I saw he was and people were helping him, I drove away because it was way too difficult for me to go back with the traffic and it being the one way lane.
- What is your most played song on your iPod (or whatever you listen to music on)?
I have blackberry phone my only access to music and I don’t know what the most played song is. You got me thinking, because I listen to songs all day while I’m working, even when I’m home and trying to work out, even now when I’m blogging and sometimes I listen to it while trying to sleep. All day I’m on my phone but I don’t know which song I listen to the most. Maybe For You by Angus and Julia. I think.
- What is your favorite way to exercise?
- If you could choose to be a certain age forever, what would it be and why?
I am scared of growing old but I don’t know which age I want to stop aging at.
- What would be your first purchase if you won the lottery?
If I win a lot of it like crazy lot of it I would buy a car for my brother. He is crazy and irritating and we fight a lot but I would still buy him a nice sexy car, because I know it would make him ultra happy. If I win not that much, then I would probably buy a bigger place for my parents. I know they don’t like this small apartment that much.
If only I was rich enough to buy them a bigger place.
- What celebrity do you get mistaken for?
No one but I would love to imagine myself as MegRyan or Avril Lavigne.
- What is the hardest thing you ever had to do?
Say goodbye to my Snowy. He died on 1st of March right in front of me in my bed. He was ill, in pain and died and there was nothing I could do. When I touched him, he had stopped breathing and he felt cold like he was no longer there. I can’t get over that day. I miss him so badly and it kills me when I enter home after a long day because he is no longer there to hug me, welcome me and tell me I was missed.
- What would be your most perfect meal? Not just breakfast, lunch or dinner… but what would be on the plate/table.
If I have to name an Indian dish I would say Kadi Chawal with pickle and if I have to name universal one then its Pasta anyday…Pasta with mushroom would be great.
- What is your most favorite memory?
So many of them. My interview day has to be the winner for now. My Team Lead welcomed me inside the interview room with a smile and I realized there is nothing to be afraid of. Since then she has not only become my mentor my best friend but my sister too. And this job made me grow up as a person, learn things, become independent and see pride in my parent’s eyes even though it’s a small job. That day is memorable for it became the door to many amazing days.
Now people I want to nominate:
My 11 questions:
Friends or The Big Bang Theory or How I Met Your Mother? What’s your pick?
Do you judge people based on their country or religion?
Are you a morning person or night owl?
What was the craziest profession you had on your mind as a kid?
Beatles or Beiber? What you prefer?
Do you read news everyday?
What’s your favourite crazy fun thing to do when by yourself?
Do you enjoy going out without umbrella in rain?
If left alone in a big shopping mall with lots of money, what would you buy clothes or gadgets? You cant have both.
Have you ever made a mix tape?
What’s your favourite book?
Today I want to start with a big
Because I crossed the bloody awesome mark of 100 followers which is a big thing for me, like B.I.G…B.I.G. Past few months have been sort of a battle with myself, my fears, my thoughts and my inability to move forward. Blogging was suppose to be my way of working on my creative writing in terms of articles on current news, political issues, world and national happening, but now it’s actually my virtual diary where I can add a video or picture.
When I got my first follower I was like “Whoa! This person likes my blog”. Today with the number of followers going over 100 I still can’t believe people like my stuff. It also makes me happy because I, often, doubt my writing, because my monotonous job has made me believe that I can’t write that the writer in me has basically gone rusty.
Either you people are AWESOME or insane because there are no reasons for actually liking my writing. I’m so glad I found you or you found me, either ways I’m just so glad and happy.
So, here I’m thanking each one of you for following, reading, linking, commenting and for just being the part of this blog.
I may not be a big fish but being in the pool of WordPress is enough. My favorite part of the day is when I’m in my room working on my blog with my headphones on.
Something about myself for new followers:
– I am obsessed with idea that I have resemblance to Super Heroes because like them I lie and pretend to be someone else.
– I am obsessed with Meg Ryan movies
– I think singers are beautiful people and I wish I could be one of them
– Pretty Little Liars is on my mind all the time
– I think I will get sad the day Glee, Greys Anatomy and Vampire Diaries come to an end
– My dog is my love. I like to tell him that he is awesome
– I’m not a praying kind but every time I do I ask God to keep my loved ones happy and healthy
– I seek approval for things from two people
– I’m not a good writer but I like to write anyway because it’s all I can do
– I call my work place Gotham City and pretend to be Batman
– I sing in my car with windows up
– I don’t know how to dance and I don’t really care but I wish I knew how to moonwalk
– Avril lavigne, Lady Gaga are two people you will always find in my phone
– Sometimes I listen to a song for one whole day and then it dies
– Take the songs in my phone away from me and you might end-up killing me
– I talk to myself a lot
– I lie to get out of social get-together
– Nothing in this world can make me stop liking Pasta
– Buying books makes me happy even I don’t read them. If you find me buying books, you can ask me “what’s wrong?”
Today was a nice day, i met a very awesome friend of mine and it made me happy. There are few people who make me feel cheerful to the core because they dont mind the way im.
Then i went for Cloud Atlas with my brother and another friend.
But the realization that weekend is over was there every second. Man! i hate Mondays and i hate that i say this because i was once a Monday person. For next few days i will go everywhere in my scooter because my car is gone for repair. I have to now drive my scooter in cold weather because two young girls were out testing their driving skills. 😦 😦
Leaving you guys with my all time favorite song.