Why Little loves Juno…!!!!

I was driving home from Gotham in my batmobile when the shuffle played a song from Juno’s soundtrack and I couldn’t help but think about the movie and the day I saw it.

There are 5 simple reasons why I love that movie –

1 – Ellen Page

2 – Ellen Page

3 – Ellen Page

4 – Jennifer Garner

5 – It was a good day

Okay, I don’t think I really need to explain first 4 reasons, because I love Ellen Page I think she is a super amazing. I can’t stop respecting her ever since her video of coming out. Well, bravery makes a person little more than extraordinary.

And Jennifer Garner. Well, she is sweet and her role in Juno was something nice.

So now comes the big reason which was actually why I was thinking about the movie today. Imagine you are in a place with no friends and there are these 2 cool kids, who you look up to. Cool kids you wish to hang out with. Cool kids who make you feel accepted, happy and kind of not sad. And one fine day, the cool kids plan a movie day and insist on you joining them. Well, you think it’s silly how can you be a part of fun and cool kids but they actually kind of like you and want you. So you go.

Despite spending a major part of the movie wondering this is actually for real, you do manage to watch the movie. You don’t find the movie that great but you can’t stop liking it because you are happy.

And that’s why when this particular song started playing in my car I couldn’t help but think of the day.

Bore…..Zzzzz….ed!!!!!!

I think I know why I get obsessed with some shows. Some stories stay with you because they end up being the reflection of your own life. That’s why.

So today was a very boring and highly dull day at Gotham, which was also the highlight of my day. How? Well, when you end up staring at the screen all bored of the monotonous and stagnant 9 hours of life, you end up taking to yourself:

“This is it. I’m no longer going to waste my life. I have to get up and get out of my comfort zone. I will write and get my book published and never come back to Gotham or I will walk out of Gotham and find another job where life is little creative. This is it. From today I will work my way towards my dreams.”

And then you hear applause followed by laughter, uncontrollable ROFL kind of laughter, from the voices inside your head and you kind of smile because you knew how funny every word of your silent conversation was. I mean even you know you won’t and can’t ever break the shackles you have around you. Because you are, you.

In simple words, I had a boring, dull and super lame day though it wasn’t sad just booooorinng. Worst part is to get up in cold morning to drive to a place where I have to spend next 9 hours listening to each and every song in my mp3 player, drinking coffee and staring at my watch wondering how, once, Gotham was my safe haven.

I don’t know if its possible for a person to die of boredom, but my brain cells are surely dying slowly.

Leaving you with a song from “The killing”. Its a dark show but something about it will always stay with me.

 

 

Can i hate my internet service provider & still go to heaven? Guess not…!!!

I wish we could choose our relatives like we choose our friends. Im not a fan of mine because its just hard to feel connected to them when they talk. But then i wonder if i look at myself from their eyes, i would be the odd one in the room.

Anyhow, i have a problem. I have a story circling my head and i have started work on it but now am being held back by something, maybe fear of wondering how it will come out. Was Jane Doe bad? Is this one going to be a bummer too? And worst why don’t i have a name? Im a person who usually has a name and then story. That’s how it goes, usually, but not this time. I just need to find a good soundtrack for this one.

Well, it was a good day. Family dinner, haircut and shopping. Decent i would say, though i feel bad about not writing a single word so far but i plan to write now. Hopefully i might go to bed with some writing done.

Goodnight world!

P.S i still don’t have access to internet on my laptop which is why am mostly away from urs and my own blog. Using mobile and internet for now.

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Thankyou PLL, your timing couldn’t be better…needed you!!!!

Me-Time that’s what I have been craving for, I have been dying for but haven’t been able to get it, work home, everywhere it’s all busy busy. Yes, I know I call myself a Super Hero but hey you can’t just hit Super Man with Kryptonite and expect the world to be saved.

Not being me is my Kryptonite and that was killing me, a smile here, a wink there but I can’t be awesome all the time without getting time to be me.

Today I bought a book because I needed to, I had to, I wanted to. Like I said before, I buy books when I’m low. And then I downloaded the S4 E01 from PLL and now I feel better, like lot better. Here I am sitting alone with my headphones and this soundtrack from the episode and I can’t help but feel better.

I have a plan and I need time but I’m not getting it. I am trying to edit Jane Doe so I can just send it to different publication houses. I want to jump in, I don’t care if I get rejections and my ship sinks.

It’s late and I think I should go, though I planned to read few pages of this book I bought but, maybe, tomorrow.

Goodnight World!

Huh! I,almost, fell asleep while thinking of a title…Goodnight!!!!

A part of me wants to work on Dominique but I can’t do that unless I finish Jane Doe, but I’m not doing that. I mean I know I just need one weekend at home and I know can wrap up Jane Doe but it’s just not happening. Every time I listen to a song that I have in my Dominique soundtrack, I end up begging myself to write a page or two. I won’t lie i love Dominique more than Jane Doe.

Even now as i struggle with the voices in my head begging me to sleep, while the heart asking me to watch one more episode of Castle i find myself thinking about the storyline of Dominique. If only i could complete it and make my friends read it but i cant.

I think i will sleep now, weird but im actually going to ignore a pop-up of freshly downloaded Castle episode.

Goodnight World!